Sunday, June 29, 2008
ahhhhhhhhh! sister i want to say out loud but i can't! by lalal
i want to go back with you all! i don't want to continue my secondary life le! i can't stand it anymore! i rather to be trusted than wasted my effort! i want to win their trust back but i don't think i can anymore le! no matter how much effort i have try, i still can't win their trust! how? what should i do? should i still try or should i give up? i really don't know what to do. can anyone of you tell me what to do? and it is very hard to act you know! i am so emo and yet i need to act as i am still a happy and crazy girl in front of them!(in fact all my friends) as i don't want to let them worry about me. to me, my task is i want to let everybody to see that i am really happy but in the end i still fail. i still need to act! I DON'T WANT TO ACT LE I WANT TO BE THE REAL ME!I WANT TO BE HAPPY LIKE LAST TIME! but who can help me?
♡7:57 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
the reply by lalal
i agree with you but i really hate to be a loner as you know that taurus hates to be a loner. although i got friends in sec 3 but still recess they still will get to their sec 2 friends de ma so i wil still be a loner. i hate the feel that i trust them so much but in the end they didnt trust me. haiz..........it looks like i only youi and yilin know this thing.
*one news for you all. kelvin is no longer our uncle(very good) le but sze keat and yilin is our sister.(gans family) ok
♡11:24 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
ILY by lalal
To Yiling,
Heys, i completely understand how you feel. I remember in the past, i felt super insecure with my friends. I still do feel insecure with them now but i have learn to trust them more. I didnt trust them because they seem to keep gossiping and even though they tell the others that they will not say the secret, in the end they still say. Thats why up till now, they're still not my besties.
Its like we can laugh and joke but after we graduate, i dont think we will still be in contact kind of friends. Sometimes, i feel so lonely at school too because they dont listen to me. When i try to tell them my problems, they dont listen at all. It hurts alot.
Just hang on, alright? Everything will be a-okey. We will all be here for you. JIAYOU!
XOXO,
Siqi
♡7:00 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
am i sad? read below. by lalal
you know what? with them 3 years le yet they stil dun trust me. last time recess they will wait for me lor now leh different class le they didnt wait for me anymore le. yesterday i gave them a test.i purposely walk past them.if last time they will say hello but now? they don't le.whenever i got secret i will tell them but when they got secret,they got tell me? no! they don't have. everytime when i was talking to them, i was just like talking to the wall like that because they didnt evenm heard what am i saying. last time when she say she want to go my workplace and work,so i recommend her but in the end,she didnt even say thank you! to me,in sec 3 life,is full of unfairness.to me my friendship life is geeting "better" and "better". i don;t know why. i treat them as my best friend but they treat me like............i really don't know. i don't that is they don't trust me or they don't like me.haiz...........i really don't know. although in front of them i still need to act as i am still a cheerful,crazy yiling you know.but in my heart i am living in a very emo world. but now i am ok le after sharing with you all. i am really ok. don't worry.
♡8:00 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
by lalal
Your Birthdate: September 23
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People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.
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♡9:24 PM
by lalal
Your Birthdate: June 22
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You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.
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♡9:23 PM
by lalal
Your Birthdate: June 14
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People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.
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♡9:23 PM
by lalal
Your Birthdate: April 28
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You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.
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♡9:21 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
haiz....... by lalal
few more days we are going to say bye bye to holidays le. ok lets stop saying all these sad things. well.....LET ME TELL YOU MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN MY GANS FAMILY BA!*WHICH IS YR FAMILY MEMBERS TOO!
parents:huiwen,liangxun,jing xiang
aunt n uncles:huiluan,shihui,germaine,aloysius(my sch de),kelvin
sister:sihui(tuition),rozilah,jiayi,veronice,jiajia
grandparents:shiyun,rayson,wan ning,jiayu,josias,
niece:shu yee
haha quite many rite? to me i luv them but one more thing is I LUV YOU ALL MORE THAN THEM!
miss you all,
yiling
♡7:28 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Sadded by lalal
School holidays are going to end in 2 days time! Oh man, the next time we meet will be like, 3 mnths later. Plus, i havent complete all my assignments yet. Bound to miss the holidays DDD:
All of us must work hard, alright? Sighhhhs, i hate to study but oh well.
Please, please, please do update/chat in this blog whenever you guys have the time so we can communicate. Afterall, all of us have different schedule so to chat on the phone/msn will be hard.
Gonna miss you guys!
XOXO,
Siqi
♡11:56 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
16 June by lalal
2day went out wif Vanessa hav early birthday celebrarion....
we watched kung fu panda so funni the we went to sakae sushi 4 dinner...
First time eat mochi...
then she giv me present so cute........
Look! Mtlo lookin at the window...
Now Mylo on the trolley...
♡7:52 PM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
miss ya! by lalal
Sihui has gone to Taiwan today )):
HAPPY BDAY, GIRLFRIEND!!XOXO,
Siqi
♡11:55 PM
today is................ by lalal
haha you know what? HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO..................the second sister! SIHUI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
♡8:01 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
Kbox Trip by lalal
WAHHHHHHHH!Oh boy! Here i am, at the sister's blog!TEEEEEHEEEEEE.
So happy lah, sisters! At kbox.
Next time, we shall go again, k?
Uberly fun.
Im going overseas le! Must take good good care of all your health alright?
Dont miss me too much! >.<
Up there is a group photo of ours, must love it!
I love it a lot, cause SIQI's eyes couldnt be seen.
& im like so extra? All of them are twisting, & im....
